Thought of you Today

I thought of you today

But that was nothing new

I cried today

But that was nothing new either

I continually think of you

I miss you more than you’ll ever know

I want to turn back time, I want to go back to when you were alive

I want to feel you kick me again

I want so much for you to be here, smiling, laughing, talking

I wonder what you would be like,

I wonder what life would be like with you here

I can’t even remember what it felt like to not have so much pain and sadness

I miss you Avery

Love Mommy

xoxo

1/16/2008